Hi!

Just wanted to say Hello! I'm having a great day. Thanks for checking out my awesomely empty blog. I'm soo glad you care.

"When I am getting ready to reason with a man, I spend one third of my time thinking about myself and what I am going to say and two thirds about him and what he is going to say."
Abraham Lincoln

Chai

Chai is a word for tea in Hindi. People all over the Middle East and Asia drink it. It is very flavorful and tastes different from the tea we drink here. It is more earthy and not as thin. It is made with more milk than water. I have the recipe but it has never worked out for me like it does for my Indian boss. So I will work on it and post it later. Sorry this picture isn't of Spilled Chai. I'll find one later!

Kill The Freak

All the raw emotions that I feel put them in a jar somewhere and never open it.
The emotions of knowing that I'll never fit.

Learn to be normal until it becomes normal and that's who I become.
Never revealing the real me. Never to anyone.

Because I'm a freak I need to be locked away.
This freak who wants to be normal someday.

Give me the potion. Tell me the secret.
I want to be like you; I want to fit.

Put all these feelings, dreams, ideas hide them in a box somewhere.
Never again let them breath earth's cruel air.

Close my eyes. Dream of being like you.
Undue all my habits. All the things I uniquely do.

Because I'm a freak I need to be locked away. Please hide me.
I don't have the potion. I don't know how to be.

So to close this plea. This S.O.S.
I beg you,
kill me,
a painless death.