Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Kill The Freak

All the raw emotions that I feel put them in a jar somewhere and never open it.
The emotions of knowing that I'll never fit.

Learn to be normal until it becomes normal and that's who I become.
Never revealing the real me. Never to anyone.

Because I'm a freak I need to be locked away.
This freak who wants to be normal someday.

Give me the potion. Tell me the secret.
I want to be like you; I want to fit.

Put all these feelings, dreams, ideas hide them in a box somewhere.
Never again let them breath earth's cruel air.

Close my eyes. Dream of being like you.
Undue all my habits. All the things I uniquely do.

Because I'm a freak I need to be locked away. Please hide me.
I don't have the potion. I don't know how to be.

So to close this plea. This S.O.S.
I beg you,
kill me,
a painless death.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hey esdawn! this is the girl who chews gum, & ohh is terrified of ditches now..lol & trains coming lol, just dropped by to say love the poem! & we so need to hang out more & i think im obessed.....for serious! lol....but by the way its funny i cant remember my username so yea lol...but talk to u later or u can call me! & im soooo Special!, Im the FIRST person to Comment!!!!..bye!

Esdawn said...

How pathetic is this I have to comment on my own blog? I think my blog is cool! So that's the comment from the creator!